I picked up that warsow beta the other week and i played around for a while and found some useful jumps on wdm1 and i decided to make a movie for those who doesn't really know what warsow is.
it's about one minute long with some mighty xvid force.

props to emp, blaze and snapcase!
#warsow.se !

alright, this is my diary and this is how i feel.
heya, for those who don't know who i am i'm linus, i play quake three and i like sports. i have a girlfriend and i like to snowboard with my friend robin. or is it? this how i thought my life was until just 10 mins ago - i don't really know who and what i am, my life is based on lies it seems, but then again most things in it isn't. i dunno. it doesn't really make sense, heh. i've been feeling kinda good lately but yet again this fucking shitty feeling hits me like a bitchslap. they say that ppl never get 'cured' from depression, is that true? i don't know, it feels like it's true atleast. i orderd a new keyboard today, a bit shitty they only got that danish layout on datorbutiken, but whatever. heh. this sucks, i think i'm bored with this life i'm living. i even wish someone that i know died so something would be shaken up, maybe this is the bad effect with a perfect life.
i den döda vinkeln ser jag allt du gör.
speaking of döda vinkeln, i can't drive for shit - i'm so lazy that i can't book any appointments with my driverteacher. he's shit btw, i hate him. maybe he could die? i don't really care about the drivers license itself, it's the summerjob i wanna get, or rather, my dad wants me to work at his office. why? well, probably to show his co-workers 'how good his son is', but hey; i'm not that good duder. i wanna move away from home, i've been alone here since monday and i've felt much much better without my family. have you ever been without mirc for like a few hours without any reason? i'm kinda dealing with it now, i think i'm very addicted to it - keep alt-tabbing to it when it's on. now when i turned it off it seems lonley here.
but i guess this is life, i mean, if i compare it to quake - how nice is a frag if it's not hard to pull off? some frags seems simple and that's the beauty of it, pulling off something that looks easy but in fact it's skill/luck.
speaking of luck, i've noticed that luck do exist, i thought it didn't but when we studied it in maths i realized it really do exist. i want some new gear to my comp to make it look nice and be a bit more quiet. have you guys done any wardrobe-mods? i want to know how it works and if the fire risks are big etc. i'd be thankful for any advice on that. have you tried warsow? it really really has good potential, i'd rather play that than pk or q3 if they fix those few bugs and remove that strong/weak ammo system.
by the way, i really like my profile pic, it describes me perfectly.
tänk vad man kan göra med en liten kniv.

could someone explain to me why i almost fall asleep (while sitting up) between like 16 and 21? it's ever worse than beeing awake for like 48h. some said that it's because i don't eat but then again, how many ppl eat right after school? i sleep like 7h/night.
help :(

btw i'm starting to think im suffering from hypochondria :[

yeah, things move forward nowadays.
i've started to play some ut2k4 and it's great fun, even though i get raped every time. the community is _great_ compared to the q3ctf-scene.
going to a LAN this thursday with some mates, will be lots of fun. uhm, i think that's about it.

btw, lunarstorm > * (rage me plz)

hello journal.
today was crap - so was yesterday.
when i wake up i feel neutral.
why do i do that? seems quite lame - i mean, why doesnt those feelings from last night stay in my head? it's so ADHD and i hate it.
det är kallt, så kallt. jag fryser hela tiden. är det bara jag eller har världen fryst till is? mandarapooopidupp. jag står på en flygplats och väntar på känslan.

get over it
youre probably just a bunch of fucktards (sweaty ones) who likes hentai.
btw, where's that url to that singing girl?
these walls don't lie.

we just won vs gzd and i did the deciding cap in sudden death \\o
im still shaking :D

i've felt this wierd thing lately..
i have wierd loss of memory (sometimes when i talk i forget what i said in the beginning of the sentance), i get dizzy whenevery i stand up and i can't stand up for more like.. 10mins. after that i can't focus and have to sit down for like 5mins.
my mood can change from a devil on berserk to puppy and the other way around in like 5 sec
i've been told that its the blood pressure that's shit but i don't know

what do you think?

i just wanna say that i hate most of you guys.

ya. i'm off once again, i'll be back in a week or so
*huGZ*
i'll save some pics for you guys :smile:

i would play promode if there wasnt like 99% laamazzz in the cpm-scene ;(

someone please do the "who-gives-a-fuck-truck"

it's almost 5am and i'm still here. i thought of that [-] thing, it's good in theory but it's really shit.
things always go overboard these days, things are really shitty you know.

anyways, i'm off to bed.
- i hope your life is great.

kinda back on, or summit. missed it alot.
i had a dream the other day, it was about me killing a certain someone. we've talked about it in school and i really really really want kill someone this year.

i'v been driving some and hopefully my drivers license isnt too far away. i do drive kinda good but i havnt studied any rules or summit.

q3 is going well, i'm an eyeballer now and that's cool - nice, skilled people in a organisation which is moving forward in esports.

bla bla bla. fuck off.

woohoo. 2 years today
i love her more than everything all together.
<3

my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard

i saw it yesterday, it was as expected (very good ;)).

uhm, do you want to know the end? :(