Or the way it imposes on me.

I just had a pretty nice night out, I went bowling with my brother and some friends of his.

I had something to drink before, and during, the bowling session, which was nice, considering everything.
Apparently I kept hitting on this 60+ year old woman, who kept talking about her grandchildren, at the bar. The bartender for the evening was a lovely young woman from whom I ordered a Russian White (much like a White Russian but, uh, somehow different).
At the end of the evening I asked this extraordinarily nice lady (the bartender), not for a date or her phone number, but for a swizzle stick to bring home with me.
I now regret this.

As for the the topic of this journal, every part of me and my feelings this night, and many more, have been influenced by the music of Roger Waters.

Maybe I'm catering to certain audiences by mentioning this, maybe I'm trying to look better than I am, but it is the truth nonetheless.

I really can't figure out a way to end this, so how should I stop?

It has been a while since I really was here, I mean fully connected. It's just that, well, where is the fun? Where did everybody go? Where are you: ninja, buq, kdawg, pepejin, zet and seven? All I see nowadays are uninteresting threads about Quake 4 and boring, uninspiring trolling. I used to derive great pleasure from this site, now the only reasons I visit are to see how the world of 'esports' go or to bet fake money on matches I know nothing about.

This used to be a community driven site, with input from everyone really, be it contributors such as Carmac or MrE, intelligent people/'trolls' such as seven and kdawg or the general pleasantness of wonderful persons like SiT or buq.
Now I only see this 'Nicky' person, that I don't know, who obviously takes his/her job much too seriously. There was admin abuse before, sure, but this has taken on corporate levels that just disgust me.

There's more I would like to say but I just feel too incoherent to; I can no longer post anything on this site without being drunk.

I don't know who it was that destroyed what could have been beautiful, and the best the internet could offer, but I guess a congratulation is in order, you did a good job.

What's going on?

I masturbate to porn.

Outlaws is such a great game.

Excellent music too.

Is there? My brother said it was just a chimpanzee, but I think he was joking.