So, yeah, I'm really done with duel.

Played it for 1 week and a half until I realized that it's not for me. I'm losing to 1300 elo players, I get beat like 12-0 on bloodrun by 1900 elo players, and finally, also got beat by CA players playing duel (elo ~1600-1800), with scores like 15-5 or something.

VERY frustrating. It's not even rage, because I'm not raging at all. It's just frustration really, and a bit of sadness.

I think that I'm not meant to be a duel player. Some people are naturally talented at duel, which is not my case. I'm naturally talented for combat skills, but not for timing items and elaborate a deep strategy, for exemple, when you're out of control.

Also, I really don't see myself getting bashed constantly until I start to win some and improve. Many years now that I'm playing thunderstruck, and I never felt that much frustration when I lose. I just don't see myself playing duel only for 6 months anymore. I miss thunderstruck so much.

So yeah, I'm back to basics I guess. Good old thunderstruck with music out loud. I don't care if it's CA and if CA got bad reputation. I don't care if people flame me or make fun of me because I'm playing a retarded gametype. I love CA 1v1/2v2, that's all that matters.

I'm gonna play whatever I have most fun with, and ignore all the haters. I'm a bit autistic by nature, I can play thunderstruck with 1 weapon only for hours until I start to get bored and until I want to do something else. What's wrong with it really ? We need all kind of people on earth.

I'm not meant to be a duel player, I'm meant to be hated and flamed by a lot of people, but I'm also meant to do whatever I LOVE to do. My heart goes for thunderstruck, even tho I'm heartless.

No you can troll me, flame me, trashtalk me, ignore me, call me an attention whore, I don't even care, I'll just have some fun with talking with you guys. But pls, if you are ugly, fat or skinny, you're not allowed to trashtalk me, you don't deserve it. I fight only against sexy and handsome people, not against some random ugly nerdz like megaman3 or quakeispotat. So, if you're ugly and skinny, don't even try to talk with me, just fuck off.

tl;dr THUNDERSTRUCK AND HARDSTYLE MUSIC FOR LIFE