This is one of those personal journal entries about ones life etc, so if your not a fan of them, then stop reading :)

So, it finally happened; I split up with my girlfriend. Of course it is very common, I have seen many similar journal entries, but it sucks. We are both 22, and have been together for about 2 years, had our ups and downs, but now its over. It sucks.

The message that I somehow wanted to encode in this journal, is that no matter how sure you are that you found the person you will be spending the rest of your life with, you can be wrong. Among our friends, we were known to be the closest couple by far; always very passionate about eachother, we have been living together since before we were going out (since we were flat mates), and later bought a flat together.

For 99.9% of our relationship I know we were both convinced that we will be together for ever. We could quite comfortably talk about marriage and even kids. We already planned out what all our kids will be called for both girls and boys.

But then it was gone. The spark, the passion, the love.

Maybe this intense closeness is what destroyed our relationship, but being so very close is what felt right; it is what defined our relationship. This intense feeling that no matter what happens, there will always be that one person who will be there for you.

I know that eventually most people find 'the one', but dont ever think you have, until your 70 years old, and that person is still by your side.

It really sucks to be alone after the last 2 years of my life.