Stop fucking with your cfg. Find some comfortable settings and just play and work on your mind games. At dubai you had great matches up till Rapha match, there you looked very bad aim wise, and this is probably cuz of raphas style of play, he never lets you get the jump on him and pick fights.
He did this to cypher also, so that's why you need to work on your mind game. Get really good at trapping people in corners and owning them with RL instead of just lg + rail shots.
We all know you can beast when you are in the groove. No need to feel bad when losing, just focus on the game and enemy.