Today I had a burning feeling inside, you know when you haven't fucked for a month, you got off heavy smoking and withness heavy stress something like that, but it was the URGE TO QUAKE, so there was no ctf, groundzero there. I went and played CA... and I kind of had fun learned black cathedral I had a positive net 2x... I found out that actual humans play CA. But now I feel violated, I had to there was no other choice... you know how I feel? Like 6 years ago I was in an economy class with 60 strangers in an academic institute I was not welcomed anymore for several reasons, thing is this girl was like a prettier version of britney spears, yea like baldo but more attracting. Only thing is she had that typical "I hate to live" look on her face, that all mall queens have, they can't even enjoy their daily street of coke, its just too grey for them, to dull. So we made fun of her, I remember I've said she looks just like some girl that HAS TO take his dads balls in her mouth, its a must situation, imagine a face like that, that what I've shown when I had to play CA:X this is cruelty