That I'm not #1 at thunderstruck anymore. And I probably never was. Even after playing it for like, 7-8 years ? I'm not a naturally talented guy, and I'm only almost good at shafting because I spent half my life doing it 80% of the time.
Look, I started duel recently, and I'm still losing to 1500-1600elo guys, even after playing dm6 1000+ times. I'm not good at duel either, only because my aim isn't really good, and I'm not really a smart guy, so when it comes to strategy and items timings, I'm bad at it and it will probably remain this way for a long time.

Also, I don't think that I look great with my ugly beard and with my glasses. In fact, I look like a nerd. A real nerd.
And I'm kind of fat, when I said 90kg of muscles I was lying. I actually got a bit of cholesterol and overall my body is fat...
When I look at myself in the mirror I'm thinking "hmmm, hello ugly fatty, how are you doing today ? Bad ? Then take your drugs so that you can feel good even with your worthless life !"

When I said that I'm successful at life, it was also a lie, actually I went to the psychiatric hospital twice and as you probably know already, I'm on medication. I suffer from major anxiety, obsessional compulsive disorder and paranoia (I'm kind of schizophrenic like walter ;-) ). How can you be successful at life with these diseases ?

When I said to some people that "I would break their bones with just one fist", it wasn't actually true, because I never fighted with anyone in my entire life. I don't have any enemies, and I'm a pacific guy, I'll probably never ever fight with anyone, because I find it useless, and after all, we are all brothers and sisters.

I don't even care if you are ugly like me, and bad at quake like me, you can still be my friend and maybe we could share some advices together to maybe improve a bit at quake !