Actually, now that I post this, I'm curious if anyone else has had a similar experience. Is he quick to ban, or am I unique in my ability to get under his skin?
Are you serious posting because mental challenged Zhu banned you from his stream? Haha well i am banned too and i dont give a flying fuck :D He's under his own skin since birth, under superstrict lockdown in Uppsala Mental Institute.
I didn't cast with Zoot and whatever ZLive does would've had no impact on my own doings.
TBH the biggest problem with casting for me was a sleep-cycle issue. I generally get poor quality sleep and being up super early and staying awake/alert during an entire cup was difficult regardless of how much I'd slept the night before.
I watched his stream for about 20 seconds. What I would suggest is cut your wrists until they are dead. That's the only way to get over such a tragic event.