I'm glad the site is back again. The best community site on all the web AFAIK. And I'm glad to see the old users returning and bringing back that good old feeling :) A big thanks to Sujoy for getting it back again and to Jolt for the hosting!

It's a new year, and I've realized I need to start embracing who really I am and who I want to be and try to make the two work together. I need to stop doing things half way and not step away from confrontation which is most likely the thing I fear the most. I've been closed up in my own world for the past 5 or 6 years, and it's starting to really affect my life now.

I've grown to accustom to living like this doing nothing and one of the things holding me back is the thought of not being able to do it as much as I do now (doing nothing that is).

This is all a big cliché really, but that doesn't make it less real. I mean, life is just a big cliché, but it's still real. Or so we believe.

Anyways. This is my new years resolution. I figured it's better to let it all out there as that makes it harder to break ;) May you all have a great 2005 and beyond.