Just came back from the last night out with my brother for some time to come. It was rather short lived and we enjoyed the company of a crazy dutchman and a ruski. I have to get back to studying and he has to do his last packing before he moves to the other side of the country tomorrow. I have to admit I am rather emotional atm, reflecting on the things we did all these years together, be it sports, going out, enjoying a movie, fighting, getting stupidly drunk, supporting each other through tough times I probably could not have a better brother. The sudden change happened all to soon, even doing all those things together it was simply not enough. I know he won't disappear of the planet, but I will miss just walking through our house punching him just randomly on his shoulder or tackling him onto the couch just for no apparent reason, small things like that.

I wish him all the luck with his new job and that he will drive safely on his new VFR 800 and bring some good biltong and boerewors back home.

Sigh it just sucks getting older :( Wish i could redo the last 6 years of my life even if its all the same over again.
/emo