26 tomorrow... :(

Officially closer to thirty than twenty.

Shouldn't I be married, with kids already? Another one of my friends is getting married next month, and I'm the 'best man', again. That leaves two of us bachelors. The others have 1.5, 1, and 0.1 kids, respectively. I don't even have a pet.

I should buy a house... paying rent for the rest of my life wouldn't be very smart. Twenty years of debt doesn't sound like fun either. I've paid off my car, and hated the feeling of being trapped for five years. Somehow the knowledge that you can't just tell your boss to shove his job up his ass is slightly disconcerting. Three years since I last did that.

Does anyone ever feel old/grown-up? I remember my grandfather flirting with the nurses on his death-bed; he probably still thought he was eighteen. I know I do.

I thought birthdays were supposed to be fun...